Just upset ...

I took a pregnancy test and it came out negative. I’m so bummed about it right now. I mean I’m okay with it being negative, it’s just that a real big part of me thought i was pregnant. The reaction my bf was giving kind of made me feel worse. I just kept hearing him letting out big sighs of relief and just kept saying thank god. He knows I want a baby, but his reactions just hit me real hard. Idk why. I’m thinking he just may not be the guy I should have children with. :/