I cant get over myself Im so soooo cranky omg... Ive been feeling happy since Ive tested positive but since last night wooooow .... ok I just thought I was tired and needed a good night sleep so thats what I did and today I was feeling ok untill I went downstairs where I saw the freezer open a litlle and silent (!!!) alarm going off... almost everything, including my favorite icecream melted and please keep in mind that just yesterday I did my big shopping in the blazing heat and stuffed the freezer!!

Guuuuuuurl I was like a raging b!@#$ telling everybody offff OMG and I can't shake the feeling... snapping at everybody

Am I alone in this? Never had this feeling with my first or second pregnancy but then again this is my rainbow baby... am I just reflecting my anger towards everybody because I'm a little scared or is this just normal...ughhh