My husband has 0 sex drive. I’ve tried to spice things up and he just wants nothing to do with it. I’ve tried lingerie, toys, lubes, handcuffs, new positions. He hates it all. We have sex very rarely. My dildo and vibrator have seen more action in 2 weeks than my husband has in 3 months. Nothing I do turns him on. He refuses to talk to a doctor about it or to try anything to help it.

I just want some good fucking sex! I just want a man to take me hard, long, and rough! I want him to make me moan and I want to make him moan. I want a hot make-out session that leaves me breathless. I want my nipples sucked till they are fucking raw.

I’m sick of the same old I’m on top with no kissing, he barely touches me, I never orgasm sex.

Even though I’m married of thought about having a one night stand. I don’t want to be a cheater. I love my husband so much, but I just want 1 great night of fucking. I will NOT cheat! It’s not who I am. Am I a bad person for feeling this way though? Masturbating is fine and can be good, but sex with an actual person and dick is sooooo much better.