According to my app I’m late. However me and my husband know it can’t be. He doesn’t want another baby right now since we just had our son at the very end of January. He wants to wait till hes at least 1 or 2. I know that AF is going to come but is it bad that I wish it wouldn’t? Like I’d be ecstatic if it didn’t and I was pregnant again. I feel like that’s wrong for me to think cause me and my husband both agreed we wanted to wait till he’s at the very least 1 before we start TTC again. I know in my heart there’s no way possible but I just wish it would be some sort of miracle.

Update it came and I’m super upset about it.. I really wish it wouldn’t have came. I feel so wrong for feeling this way. I just want another so bad. I’m trying to be patient but the feeling inside of me just screams I want to TTC for baby # 2...