I need my girls

I have narcissistic parents my mom and dad are always controlling I’m 18 I can do whatever I want you think right 2 days ago my boyfriend came up here on his bike and I took a ride with him I’m almost fine she goes I’m not getting on that thing just be careful she was okay with me riding on the bike with him my dad on the other man did not like it told me that if I get on that thing then I can say hello to my grave cuz that’s what I’ll be he said that I would die if I get on one I’ve been on the fire department I know what happens when someone crashes I’ve on a whole bunch of bad calls like that they would think I needed therapy because how bad is the wrecks I said now I’m already recovering from my childhood I’ll be fine I’m strong I got this it doesn’t bother me seeing dead people that’s how f***** up my childhood was and being on the fire department you’re going to see some stuff like that now if it bothers me I can go talk to someone but I know I’m fine I don’t need to talk about it now what that aside today I got on the bike again with my boyfriend and do you enter the store to get ice cream he wanted to eat a big tub of ice cream and watch movies together I said that sounds like a perfect date so we went to go get ice cream I got a call from my dad saying why would I get back on the bike with him I said because you are going to go and get ice cream he said that my mom was going to come pick me up so I call my mom as a mom are you going to come pick me up she was know why I said cuz I wrote on the bike with my boyfriend to the store to get ice cream she owes you know but Dad said two days ago about you getting on a bike with him I said I know she goes and you still do it why I didn’t say anything so we walked outside talk to my boyfriend I told him that my parents don’t trust you they don’t think you’re safe they think that your bike is not insured and you don’t know how to drive your bike he got mad and said that his bike was insured and he had that bike for 3 years I trust him 100% he used to race quads in the Motocross Racing he did that for like 5 years so I think he knows how to drive he broke his back and he had to stop well the other day maybe around 5 o'clock my sister comes to my camper door and yells at me saying that I'm a snitch and that if she gets her keys taken away then she is going to kick my ass now let me rephrase that my little sister is 14 years old my little brother is 16 years old I am the oldest at 18 years old this year I’m turning 19 my birthday is on December 18th I’ve been dating my boyfriend for a month now and he hates my parents just as much as I do because of the way they treat me he told me that he was going to take me away from this bullshit you said in two weeks pack my clothes and run away he said come to my house because I’m 2 weeks he’s getting an apartment you’re going to get an apartment together in two weeks anyways to live together cuz he was already looking for one my sister gets to do whatever she wants she gets away with a whole bunch of stuff my mom treats her mom like crap. I talked to my grandma today she told me that don’t even why she came down and lived with us was because of me she knew that her daughter was going to do this my grandma told me to ask my uncle why did my grandma come down here? She said he’ll tell you the same reason I’m telling you. I move down here for you. Around 10:30 I got a lecture I guess you would call that. It is now 11:12 p.m. they yelled at me the entire time telling me to pack my stuff up and get off their property. I’m thinking I should do it tonight should I? I need your help girls what would you do if your parents treated you like shit for almost your entire life then told you to leave and never come back.