so i went over to some kids house to yk... but sadly mother nature rained on my parade so i did what anyone else would do when they’re on their period and with a boy: give head. so i gave him head, he tried to like suck my boobs, rub me through my jeans but it didn’t work. as i’m going down on him he asks if we can still yk... i tell him all the possible reasons as to why it’s not a good idea but he still insists on wanting to do it so he hits me with the dumbest thing ever said: “i mean, i hAvE A sh0WeR”. so without really thinking much, i agree to it. biggest mistake ever. we stand in the shower for a good five minutes as trying to find my hole. at some points he found it, but it hurt. so i just wen back to giving him head. he came, that shits fucking disgusting but yk what they say “spitters are quitters!” so i swallowed that ish. my ride came to pick me up and boom i went on with my day. but while i’m home i realized something, i went through all of that and not ONCE did we kiss or make out. so basically, i gave someone excellent head might i say for my first time doing it, but didn’t get my first kiss... and i’m 17...