Im feeling new at this again 🤦🏽‍♀️

You’d

think Id know by now 🤦🏽‍♀️ BUT with my first pregnancy I used a digital test and took it 4 days passed my missed pd... im supposed to get my pd today but I couldnt help it and took a dollar test.... would expect a dark line so idk what to think...

Its not like we havnt been trying but with my first, I REALLY tried (ovulation tests,lifting legs lol) this time around we were just doing the deed (if that makes sense) I had a little boy and would love a little girl so i may have also been doing the deed for wrong reason? In hopes of having a girl?... im a bit scared... im also an only child and always said I would have atleast 2 kids because theres a point in life you get lonely and need that sibling to be there for you... im not feeling the way I felt when I saw the positive a yr ago and that itself saddens me 😣