Where do you find hope?

Paige

I had a missed miscarriage in July of 2016, we put off trying again until September 2018. We started trying again and by February we got our BFP and again at 8 weeks I found out I had another missed miscarriage. We decided to keep trying and today I got a very faint BFP and instead of feeling excited I am feeling very sad and scared. Where do you find your hope that this one is going to stick?