I miscarried a couple weeks ago. I am starting to heal, I was only 5 weeks along but a miscarriage is a miscarriage. I’ve always wanted to be a mom. I didn’t get far enough to see them, so my positive tests are all I have left. I keep them because this was the only thing I got physically aside from nausea and exhaustion.

When I think about it, I always see them as a girl.