Dam anxiety

Here it is making it really hard to call l&d. It's like nah you dont need that. My same self Is like stfu I am nauseous my back is killing me my belly hasn't relaxed in like 30 mins I cant get any air. My anxiety is like well just wait for your water to brake. Me ahhhhh just let me call jeez

Update: whent to l&d I am 1 cm and 50% got sent home I feel like I wasted their time