Dear one of my first realizations I was bi,

I have known you since second grade. I have talked to you before about sexuality and I know your straight. But when we were together back in April and we were coming up with a water dance(😂) against the other girls you made me laugh so hard and I stared into your eyes and I had that flutter in my heart. We went back to what we were doing and I was trying not to show my awkwardness in front of you. I was shocked I got that feeling after having got that feeling with the boys I’ve liked and the two other girls I liked. You were my first full realization that I didn’t just like boys. Even though I had a tiny flutter and felt awkward because I liked them only with really one other girl, you helped me realize that I am definitely not straight! 😂 I know you won’t read this and probably nobody will read this but I find you beautiful and caring and since you are leaving I am not going to be able to see you as often. I just wanted to say thank you I guess for helping me fully realize somethings. Even though I didn’t come out of the closet to you and others( still in the closet to my family rn) until a few months later.

Sincerely,

That girl you knew for years that secretly had a crush on you even though your straight.