I want to be a stripper??

Question

So for the past 2 years I have had thoughts once in a while and desires to be a stripper. 
Like I watched this ted talk about human trafficking and whenever they talk about be feeled up or touched for some odd fucking reason it turns me on. 
I feel so dirty and fucked and guilty and gross because I who the fuck has these desires??? 
Like is it because I want male attention? Or just attention I dont fucking know.
PLEASE NO HATE OR JUDGEMENT

Answer

Depending on your age - I'd advise against it for now...impulsiveness should never be the starting point for a job at a young age.
Not to say that being a stripper is a bad thing AT ALL, my hat goes off to the ladies, they're owning their shit and making money while doing it, it's a shame it's for the pleasure of (most) men and some will say it doesn't help the sexualisation of women but when it's all said and done, you're taking control of that sexualisation and making money from it.

Secondly, we all have turn ons 🤷‍♀️ are you usually quite organised in your life? Quite responsible? Clean cut?
Alot of forceful sex turn ons are a reflection of what goes on in our day to day lives, for example: many men that own businesses get turned on my dominant females because their day to day is spent taking control and organising.
But it can also be said for the opposite, are you quite loose with house work? Cant really organise things? Prefer someone else to take the reins?
Again this is a reflection of wanting someone else to take the wheel - take control and can result in being turned on by forceful sex, if you have a high sex drive obviously there will be different level of intensities to these feelings.

If it is something you truly would like to explore - research.
Reach out to people in the profession (not just 1 or 2.... as many as you can) learn the pros and cons of it all, where to start, what to be careful of, safest way to introduce yourself. If you're not comfortable doing that then you're not really prepared for the risks / reputation.
I'd also SO VERY STRONGLY recommend doing self defense classes prior to getting involved - it's one thing to have a fantasy about it, where it's in your head, you have control of the situation and poof it stops at any point the moment you stop thinking about it, it's another thing to be in that situation. There is never a situation where being able to defend yourself is a bad thing.

I want to be a stripper??

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