I want my baby back... 😞

I miscarried in January of this year my baby stopped growing at 6 weeks I was suppose to be 8 weeks when I miscarried. My due date would’ve been August 19th. As the day gets closer I find it harder & harder for me to pretty much go on with my day 😢 I know it’s not my fault for my loss but I can’t help but feel guilty for it.

I should be big & round right now, I should be nesting getting ready for our little one, I should be wobbling as I walk cause of how pregnant I am but I’m not 😔 instead I have an empty uterus & a hole in my heart that still aches to this day 💔 I just want my baby back... 😭