So as a back story,

Before I got pregnant I used to smoke quite a bit

I worked at a haunted hayride during the months of September and October and I could literally smoke a whole pack during the night

During the end of October, I quit smoking cold turkey

Actually, the smell made sick so it was pretty easy

So fast forward to today

I’m on the phone trying to figure out a good insurance plan

My son is fussy

My boyfriend is giving me shit because apparently he doesn’t want to change a diaper and doesn’t know why this is taking me so long and he doesn’t know why our son is so fussy

He keeps handing him back to me thinking he’s hungry

Our son eats for a few minutes and then is still fussy

I talked to a guy who I thought was going to help me, we hung up and he told me he would call me back

Someone else called me from the same company, (I told her I was talking to him) she told me him and I were disconnected, he wouldn’t be able to call me back

So I’m under the impression that he just hung up on me and said fuck it

(he made a few remarks while I was on the phone with him that gave me the impression he was annoyed with my questions)

The entire time this is all happening I kept telling myself I would smoke when I got the insurance figured out

Just one cigarette

But by the end of it all, I said fuck it

No insurance for today 😂

This is bullshit

So I take our son and lay down with him and he falls asleep

The guy who told me he would call me back, did end up calling me back despite what the girl said

And now the insurance is figured out

And, I decided I don’t need a cigarette