Baby dust to everyone ttc

I'm currently ttc and it just feels so overwhelming. Me and my fiance lost our baby at 14 weeks and that was May 15th....we waited a little bit before ttc again and it's just been a struggle. Every negative test I get makes me feel like maybe it's just not meant to be. I've had kids, but my fiance hasn't (even though he thinks of my kids as his own) he just wants a baby so bad and I feel like I can't conceive anymore :/