I got so much weight on my shoulder , I have lost myself as a person all I know how to do is be a mom like it consumes me I love my babies to death but I’m so deprived from the rights of being a human being I just looked in the mirror and noticed I don’t know who the fuck I am I really need a get away my anxiety is all over the place I finally gave in and reached out for help I hate depression It took all my self confidence, I don’t know which way is up bills due, credit cards , car note , I’m living pay check to pay check I HATE this shit and my mind is always wondering all over the place like I have a million thoughts before the other one is finish , I hate who I have become but I still believe in myself and I know I’m stronger then this ☹️but for now my life really suck thanks for reading