I am truly saddened to be writing this. I was so over joyed to be finally become pregnant after a year and half of trying, however this week has been one of the toughest of my life. I went in for some blood work and my first ultrasound after I had some bleeding. I found out later on that I had a miscarriage. I am at a loss. I feel so devastated.

I am so scared of this happening again. I feel like I did something wrong. What did I do wrong? Was it my fault? What could I have done differently? I have all these questions rolling around in my head and have no answers. I hope in time that I will become pregnant again and that one will stick.