So basically me and this guy have been texting for like 7 months now. We know what we both look like and even though a sis is ugly😂 he thinks I'm cute and I think he is hot so I'm lucky. He's older than me by 6 years and I'm 17 rn. We talk to each other about everything but not until like the 3rd month after we met. It started off on a game where he was hilarious on the team and super supportive which could've been anyone I know. But like I was in a good mood that day so I added him and we texted through the game a bit and then alot gradually. We talked over the game too and it was super cute because idk it was just fun. I asked him one day, after he said he wish he could see me, if he wanted my snapchat. And yeppp I'm kinda in love hahahaa and we said our ilys and everything except he said it's best if we just stay best friends. (Our age, he just went through a relationship, not in the same state although like a 3 hour drive away lol)

Andddd yeah well we trust each other with alot and I even helped him out in a relationship like halfway through that lasted like 3 weeks hahaha. It was like completely sexual through both parties so I'm glad be didn't catch any feelingssss that would suck lol. Um yeah and this last month I have kinda just been like throwing it out there that I still really love him and not just the way we say it every night like actually love him. And this week we sexted for our first time.

He kinda went with my hints and yeah. We had the voice chat on and I moaned softly for him but subtly and he chuckled and said I sounded so cute. He said he wouldn't moan for me in a thousand years but I got him to the next day sooo 😂😂👍🏽. I almost feel like I'm taking advantage of him because I know he likes me but like again i just turned 17 and i want to go to college far and idk it's scary because i don't want to leave him but I know I will. Last night's was really extra like we did alot lol and I asked him for a pic and yeah he sent it and I didn't screenshot or anything to show he could trust me. But I didn't know about sending one until I just went with it and took a shot and he didn't ss either but took a recording of his moans as he was jacking off to me. Damn I almost regret meeting him because I ugh i love him.

Oh right I'm mad at him lol I forgot. I'm flattering him too much rn. We were in a group chat with his friends that he added me to as we all binge watched The Society and he started joking about last night and like quoting funny things we said and it was funny like the first time because it was so random u probably couldn't guess it was from us sexting but they he started saying things that made it more clear. And I told him later when we all finished the show on our personal that I didn't want him to do that and it wasn't funny to me. And he got defensive saying "then maybe we shouldn't have done it.." and I was like well hold on now😂 but yeah he said he's going to go because he's tired and I said whatever and yeahhh now I'm upset.

And ugh whatever he said I'm just "acting like a dick" and that he meant nothing by it and that they don't know and like I trust him so much and he jokes about things alot but he's sweet and ge said I'm special to him but agh idk the fact that he said we shouldn't do it then after I said I thought it was personal was like a slap in the face. Thoughts about anything appreciated I guess. Also sorry that I rambled through this whole thing, summary is not in my vocabulary