A really good friend of mine overdosed and passed away the other day. It’s still unreal. I am a recovering addict (been sober from hard drugs since 2014) and I used to do drugs with him before I got clean. I’m the one that let him try heroin for the first time. I got out of it alive 5 years ago. He didn’t. It’s not fair, he was such an amazing person. I’m dying on the inside yet feel nothing at the same time. Just needed to get that out.