We've been trying for almost four years. I'm four days late but I'm certain as soon as I go to test AF will rear her ugly head and we will be back at square one. I promised myself after a year of procrastination, if my period comes this month, I WILL make the appointment to see the specialist AND we are completing our foster to adopt paperwork. We have unexplained infertility, medically everything is perfectly normal, but we haven't gotten pregnant. I feel silly for putting it off and I know it's not true but I can't let go of feeling like my body has failed at the one thing it is supposed be able to do. Anyway, I just needed somewhere to vent.

Update: tested this morning, BFN. No AF yet either. Feeling pretty down, just want to go back to bed for the day but I have work and we are having company tomorrow so I need to clean my house, not binge Netflix and snuggle the cat.

Update #2: AF arrivedjust as I was getting off work, another wasted test, another square 1