I honestly can’t stop crying, I’ve always had bad luck in life but didn’t think I’d also have bad luck at trying to become a mom. One year of trying and three miscarriages and my hands are empty. I can’t stop ugly crying and my heart just hurts so bad. The only thing in life I’ve ever wanted is to be a mom and I can’t even be one. I’m going to make an appointment with my obgyn but I just feel so defeated. I can’t help but wonder if I’m not meant to be a mom. I’m currently 4 days late today with negative tests. I just want the world to swallow me. I got diagnosed with hypothyroidism back in January but got my leaves in to the perfect rang, yet nothing. My heart goes out to all you ladies in the same boat. This pain is horrible.