Rant!!

Rant to those who can relate most. I feel like such shit today. I feel my little boys every move, which i love, but honestly can’t wait to feel it from the outside. Its really uncomfortable. My feet have rolls from swelling. Every time i eat i nearly vomit. I have to work but really just want to cool off in my kid pool in my backyard. i have the shits. I also have bad back pain and cramps. But i love him oh so much, every time something i ordered for him arrives it makes me melt. I just feel like SHIT and HATE THE HEAT.