I really don’t know what’s wrong with me.

I’m SUPER emotional/hormonal I guess... I have cried literally everyday for about three days. I have light cramps, my nipples are bigger, slight leg cramps, I have no energy, and I still have a negative pregnancy test.

I’m trying not to stress, but I feel like I’m going insane. I just want to throw myself on the floor and sob.

I had a miscarriage in March that nearly ruined my life and marriage, but my marriage is stronger than ever now. Things seem to be getting back on track inside me, but this week has been hard. There are outside factors making me feel awful, but this is extreme.

I’m so sad... I’m sobbing as I’m writing this. My periods are not regulated like they were before the miscarriage. I just want to have a baby. I just want to grow my family. I don’t know how much more of this I can take.