The suspense is killing me

Catlin • Nurse, wife and mom to be to our 🌈 baby J due in June! 💗🎀

So AF was due last Saturday (07/27) and it still has not made an appearance. Now I'm not complaining any, but we've been ttc for only about 4 months now but have had three miscarriages. The suspense is seriously killing me. Now i took a test this morning and I swear there was a faint faint faint positive. I'm going to wait till Saturday before I test again. I wish I would just know by now if I was pregnant or not.