I feel horrible

The way I feel right now I just want to eat gain back my 98 lbs that I lost. 2 weeks ago I was told that I can't have kids on my own by the doctors then today a psychic told me that I couldn't have kids on my own. But I'm not giving up feel like this month is a good month. The way my ovulation stick look this month I feel good about it and I had sex in my fertile day window and I don't even know at the time I thought I just wasn't going to ovulate this month