For everyone TTC how do you handle everyone else’s pregnancy?

My sisters all have kids, one has 8, one has 3 and due in 2 months, one has 2, (one is less then a week old).

I know 12 pregnant lady’s right now. And I’m over here praying and crying monthly when I get my period.

We have been trying for almost 10 years, we can afford a child. But we can’t afford 10k + for IFV.

How do you handle knowing you can’t do the only thing a woman was born to do? I feel so broken. Like I’m not even a female.