😭😭😭😢I don't think I can get pregnant, I think I should just give up.

I feel like I've been kicked in the guy, literally. I'm so sad and upset that the doctor says there's nothing wrong with me and that everything is perfect, my so there's nothing wrong with him too. I was so hopeful this month. I started spotting on day 7/6 before my period in which I believed was implantation bleeding.

Then I had a bit of rough sex 2 days before my period and the following day which was a day before my period I was spotting again, there was nothing on the pad but saw something only when i wiped after peeing.

Nothing on the pad.

Then it started getting pink.

Then it got lighter.

Then I saw this, this morning. I'm torn, how can I spot twice before a period then this happens? I don't even think I should take a pregnancy test. Maybe it's just not meant to be.😭😭😭😭😭