Would you go?

I’ll be 30w next week and am supposed to go with a group of family and friends to NYC for a week. I’m exhausted, have a cold, everything hurts, my body aches nonstop, heartburn is about to send me insane, Braxton Hicks all the time. I’m trying so so hard to have a positive attitude and stay excited because we’ve been planning this trip for over a year!! How do I know what’s best for baby right now? Am I exhausted because he’s telling me to slow down? I have an OB appointment today and will ask some questions, but if she says there’s no medical reason not to go, would you still go? I know I can take it easy at the hotel and rest and just not do much, I’m just struggling with letting people down I think. 😢