Weight

I started personal training around May and I go twice a week for 45 minutes. Ive been trying to eat healthier and I just wanna give up. I’m sick of crying when my mom asks me if I should be eating that and hating what I see in the mirror. I was to slice off all the fat for some reason. I’m 18, 5’5, 68 kg, and I hate my stomach and my upper arms and my thighs I hate everything about my body. It feels like it’s consuming my life. I think about it all the time. I feel like nothing has changed and that I’ll always be the disgusting pig I see in the mirror. Idk what to do.