I will never go on BC again

I went on BC after my second baby in 2 years was born. I bled for 6 months straight while on it. I finally got it out in February and haven’t been on anything. My cycle won’t regulate and I’ve had two chemicals-one in April and one just this week. I used to be so fertile that my husband would look at me and I’d get pregnant. Now I can’t seem to stay pregnant. I’m not exactly trying to get pregnant but if it happens I would be excited! I blame birth control because that’s all that’s changed.

I’m just ranting here because no one knows about any of this and I needed to get it off my chest.