29 weeks today on the head. So far, this has been a textbook,non eventful pregnancy(only a couple of little scares). I’m truly believing that i and baby will continue to be healthy. But I’ve been dragging my feet on buying stuff for baby. This is my 3rd pregnancy but no living children. This will be my first (rainbow baby) and I’m just afraid that I’m going to jinx it by buying stuff. Don’t get me wrong, I’m ECSTATIC about her. I prayed for her and still pray every day. Time is winding down though and i need to shake this anxiety. For those of you that are carrying or have had your rainbow babies, what did you do to motivate you to push past that fear? Any books, mantras, affirmations etc. I’m open to them all!