I'm lost. Any advice helps.

My boyfriend and I have been together for 3 years.

He is overly insecure no matter how much I reassure him.

Its gotten to the point where he makes rude comments... or those pity "you don't love me" or "you dont want to be around me" comments.

Every time I hear it come out of his mouth I want to scream at him.. i dont.

It has gotten worse since we both are working now that his moms in the nursing home.

He thinks I'm going to save up money and leave him..

And I feel bad to say it, theres been a few times I've been tempted because of the things he says and accuses..

He pushes me away... he gets on to me about little things that he could have done while I was at work..

Theres so much more to this.. than what I want to type all out but that's the gist..

I'm at the point where I want to leave.

But I'm scared of losing my love.

I'm scared if I leave he will do something stupid or hurt himself.

But I'm Also not happy...

Hes not happy

No trust..

Idk what to do anymore. Help please.