Im freaking out

Syndol

One of my best friends asked me out, well kinda...... I really like him and he really likes me and we both want a relationship. We just haven’t made it “official”. I was and am still over the moon that he likes me and I can’t stop smiling like an idiot but I’m kinda nervous. I haven’t been on a date in 10 months and that was with my ex who was really toxic.

I’m scared because I don’t want to mess anything up because he is a great guy. (We are both seniors in high school btw)

I have really low self esteem and he has changed the way I look at myself. I have been soo happy because of him and it’s like genuine happiness, like I’m even happy to work. And he really cares about me. I just don’t want to make a mistake or ruin a good thing. I’m kinda going crazy because I actually can’t believe he likes me.

Just any advice would be helpful, I don’t know what to do. I know this is silly I’m just really nervous