Can I get some help?

So far during the most of the summer I have stayed with my mom and I took the time I had with her for granted (I feel horrible) and ever since the first day of August it hit me like a truck that I won’t see my mom in many many months. I leave the state today and in a few hours. I haven’t even left and I’m missing her already. I am happy that I get to see my Dad and friends but I have this bond with my mom that is different compared to everyone else.. My mom and dad have been divorced for as long as I can remember, they hate each other so much. I’m saying this here because my counselor honestly can’t help me and I think with everyone here I can at least get a little help.

I want to know what to do because I won’t see my mom for so long, it crushes me every time I think about me having to leave.. so if anyone can help me in any way I would be so grateful, thank you for your time.