I cant even get into community college

So if anyone knows me, they know i an absolutely horrible at taking tests and i’m not smart when it comes to academics. But Deep down I really want to go to school to get my associates, I just cant pass the test that requires to take college credit classes. No matter how hard I study i just dont understand. In highschool they taught us to solve every math problem in a calculator and never by hand so thats why its so difficult for me. Idk if i need to be tutored in person but no matter what I just dont get it and I feel like I’ll never get to take any college credit classes because of how dumb I am when it comes to math. Am I the only one that feels this way?