Finally!

So I came clean to my husband last night after being together for 8 years... that's a long time to lie to someone and I feel soo guilty, it was just really hard for me to "come clean" after lieing so long to him and after buying a vibrator a few months ago as my last resort to try and help and it still not happening I had to tell him! I have never had an orgasm during sex with him (or any man for that matter...). I love having sex with him and it still felt great but I just never could get there like I did when I masturbated.

He just sat on the bed after I told him and I just kept saying "I'm sorry"..he stopped me and said "it's okay, it's okay I understand but now you need to tell me how I can help you". After that long conversation, some tears on my part (I'm still feeling like a complete bitch for doing that to him btw even though he assured me several times he wasn't upset at all) we finally got to talking about what we should try. I knew I need clitoral stimulation but after that I really didn't know AT ALL what else would help so we just went for it and just did a bunch of different things and I was completely honest with him the whole time.

I thought when I bought the vibrator it would just do all the work for me....no not at all. I had to move that thing and give it lots of pressure on my clitoris.

So, as I lay on my back with my legs rapped around him on me I held the vibrator to my clit and rubbed it up and down as he went in and out, we both got faster and faster untill..finally!! Omg it was just amazing!

They were small orgasms compared to when I masturbate but I had about 4 in a row which has never happened. It was just a whole different experience.

I (and my husband) were so excited. I should have been honest with him to begin with because I missed out!!