Anxious..

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A week and a half ago we got our bfp (four bfp over four days to be precise) after having an early miscarriage/chemical pregnancy back in March. Today I started spotting. Not a lot. Only a little pink when I wipe. I feel fine physically, but I’m scared it’s another pregnancy that won’t make it.. I’m starting to brace myself for a loss. My in laws are in town and we are out exploring with them and our daughter, so I’m not talking about it. I’m just here, watching everyone happily play, feeling anxious..