I am currently 12DPO of month 29 TTC, if this month is unsuccessful we will officially be at 2 1/2 years of infertility. Today I am emotional, anxious, antsy and have all my usual PMS symptoms over the last few days. I feel hopeless and defeated. I went to the gym to do a light workout to keep my mind active, and standing in the shower after I burst in to tears. The kind of tears that shake you to your core.

I then finished my shower, washed my face and met my partner for dinner.

Sometimes we all just need a little poor me moment, to let out some of the hurt and heartbreak we are carrying around. Sending every one of you ladies positive happy thoughts and baby dust xx