I cant do this any more. I don't know how to fix things. 3 years alot I lost my mum and to this day I dont no how to be myself any more, shortly after we found out we needed

<a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>

, 2 miscarriages later and my marriage is at breaking point. I honestly dont no how to fix it any more. Were due to start a frozen transfer in the next few weeks and hes told me he wants to leave 😥 that he can't do this any more I know I've changed I hate myself more than anyone could hate a person I wouldnt be here honestly if it wasnt for my family I'm a mess I'm broken and mostly I've destroyed my marriage