I had an early miscarriage at 5 weeks last Saturday and then today hosted one of my friends baby showers.... it was one of the toughest things I had to do to,to fake smile and not feel like crying.... it was so hard 😢😢😢 and I just feel broken about it all..... I can’t eat I can’t sleep and feel like still have pregnancy hormones floating about which is awful as I am not pregnant.... the worst reminder... my husband and I do want to start trying right away though - it’s for our 2nd baby but I’m so scared it’s going to happen again... how does everyone else feel?