So my boyfriend and I decided to try anal for the first time last night. He prepped me really well and was checking on me the whole time and stopped whenever I needed to just breathe and everything. Like he did absolutely everything right (fingered me for a while until I felt ready to take on more, used lube, etc). But in the middle of it I just got super emotional and started crying?? I wasn’t in any pain and I wasn’t uncomfortable in any way but like I just started crying. I don’t know what happened and he saw me crying and was super worried that he had hurt me or something. I’ve done anal before with previous partners and I’ve never done that. Has anyone else gone through something like this? I’m just super embarrassed.