I am struggling to leave my bf of two years, and I would really appreciate if you ladies would leave some words of encouragement for me. I know it’s the right decision, but I’m embarrassed to speak to anyone I know personally about it...and I just need to get it out :(

my bf lied about where he was Friday night. Told me we was going out of town for business. I asked him to let me know when he made it there safe...he never did so I checked his snap location to check on him. He was in a different city than the one he told me he was going to, and he was at a bar. I confronted him and he eventually confessed to lying, but swears he didn’t cheat. He had a box of condoms in his bedside table and I had noticed that he moved them recently. We stopped using condoms after I went on birth control. So I think he did cheat, although I can’t prove that. Since the fight we haven’t spoke, and it’s driving me crazy. We haven’t officially broken up yet. I tried to call him, but it just went to voicemail. I feel stupid for wanting to be with him.