Hey, so my grandma Was/is my best friend no doubt! I would tell her everything and see her every single day until I got to college which made it weekends! But she has been poorly for a year since the day after her birthday! She isn’t that old early 60s late 50s! She got dizzy (this happened often but it was being delt with as she has vertigo tablets) she fell and hit her head and fractured her skull and was told she has a mini stroke but it had NO impacts at all which is great! Then she has a lot of water infections which then was diagnosed with an enlarged kidney which was being drained over months with a pipe and bag through her back! That worked but she had a long and slow recovery! She almost recovered then she was diagnosed with bladder cancer and it went downhill! She had her bladder removed and had a stoma bag! The cancer is gone! Great news And she starts her rocky recovery it was up and down! Good weeks bad weeks and she started to get good again! She got some infections which knocked the recovery time backwards a lot! She has liquid morphen which she can take whenever she wants for the pain she has and lots and lots of other tablets for pain and other things (she has a very painful knee and leg) She has had 2 in the last month or so! Been rushed to hospital a lot of times lately but today at 5 am she was rushed to the hospital and diagnosed with sepsis! I’m absolutely terrified! I know exactly what it is and the risks involved! It was my worst nightmare! Because of the cancer and chemo she had her immune system is very week! This means it’s hard for her to fight it off! I’m terrified that it will get worse! As she is my role model! She has done so well and fought so hard! She has been through a lot last week she watched & heard someone die in the hospital bed next to her! RIP😔👼(my grandma had an infection so that’s why she was there) so I’m scared of the risks and what may happen! She may pass and I don’t know how it will effect me but I know for a fact my boyfriend of 2 years and 3 months would support me 100 as he has! His grandma had cancer and is still here to this day! So he understands what it’s like!!!!!! Can anyone give me some support and just advice and just nice words or even just a conversation about anything in fact! Thank you xxx ♥️

This is before she got ill! Her (my dog Murphy! He is 11!) most loving dog in the world 🌍 ♥️