I’ve been trying for way longer...

Ok y’all I’m all in my feelings today since Af arrived 🙄. We’ve officially been trying for over a year now together but I’ve been wanting a baby for as long as I can remember. We’ve been together 8 years and I couldn’t wait to have a baby he already had a 1 year old when we got together so for uears I’ve been hoping it would just happen. Finally a year ago he was ready and god it’s taking sooo long. I can’t help but get depressed every freakin month