Feeling conflicted

So I’m completely over being pregnant. My first pregnancy I could have sex all the time and expected this time to be the same. But it sucks!!!! I get nervous about my husband coming home because I know he’ll want sex. Not only that but sinus infections have been awful this time around. So I’m ready to not be pregnant so I can take something to quickly get me over this stuff. Plus who in the hell isnt ready to meet their new baby?! Now here comes the true conflict! I’m nervous about going through labor again which makes me want to never have to actually have this baby😂 I also have two other kids so I’m nervous as to where this new addition will fit and sometimes I’m so stressed about them two that I’m scared I’ll be cranky and stressed even more with lack of sleep. I’m nervous about leaving my two kids just to be in the hospital. It’s going to drive me nuts being away from my other two for 3 days and not being able to help whoever is watching them. I’m just so over feeling conflicted!