What is wrong with my body?! Cycle day 54 and my heart hurts

Ash

I’ve never EVER missed a period. I went to the doctor over two weeks ago to see why we weren’t getting pregnant. She said as long as my labs came back ok, I can start clomid.

My labs didn’t come back normal... I have low progesterone. Doctor tells me we will test again on cycle day 18-20 to see if it was just an off month, or if it’s something I need to also be on pills for.

And now my period isn’t going to start?!

I would say that this IS an off month. Wtf is going on with my body?

4 negative pregnancy tests.

I’m so discouraged and feeling so down. Never once in my life have I had a cycle this long.

I know that there are women who struggle more than this but this is a first for me. I feel lost and my heart hurts for my husband. The thing we want most together feels so out of reach right now.

Not to mention my lab work was $850 because insurance doesn’t cover anything for fertility. Oy!!!

Any insight would be great ladies ✨