I cant take anymore stress!! I just need to know everything is going to be ok. I miscarried on new years after finding out my father..that left when I was 3..that I finally had the courage to look for died 2 years ago. I guess being pregnant made me soo emotional..non stop crying that when I went to sleep I was woken up at 3am starting to bleed. I was 8 weeks pregnant. Had to take the medicine to help pass it along.

We waited 2 cycles to try again this time was successful. I am now 22 weeks pregnant due December 12th.

July 3rd sonogram was told that my baby boy had an echogenic bowel.. meaning somehow he ingested blood or it could be down syndrome or it could be cystic fibrosis.. although the early blood tests all came back negative. So they send me for extensive blood tests.. with me googling everything I can think of to find out last Thursday when I went for the 20 week scan that it's gone and the baby is fine oh wait but now his heart looks GREAT as they say but the line that separates both sides of it looks a little bent/curved as the dr put it. And that one of the valves kinda looks a little lower than it should be. Now I'm waiting for the cardiac pediatrician to contact me to set an appointment which I didn't wait for the call and tries to make the appointment myself bc this is not s ok nothing I want to wait a week for them to call just to schedule an appt just to wait more time till the appointment. I'm sorry if this doesnt make complete sense atm but I'm exhausted bc I cant sleep..I hate google... and doctors lately!! Especially the fact I kept this from my husband bc he is worse than me with google and youtube and I feel almost like I cheated on him by not telling him this...but the dr said she isn't an expert and she could be wrong but let's be safe and get it checked. So with that being said and what happened before with the echogenic bowel being nothing considering they had me believing my child had something majorly wrong with him.. I shared that with my husband and he didn't handle that well. So why stress myself out more with him stressing me out and asking me things I can not answer. I am just a mess and just need to hear it's all ok.. I'm trying to convince myself that there is absolutely nothing wrong and this is what they do to make more money by sending me for tests and to specialists. I do have a 2 year old with my husband that had not one complication at all. Please pray they are wrong and that I never have to tell my husband that there is something wrong. Has anybody ever heard their baby's heart also had this condition if so were they wrong or is your baby ok?