3 weeks later and now i feel the guilt?! I can’t tell if this is temporary, guilt, or regret... i can’t even recognize myself anymore. I’ve never been so confused with life. I feel like a cold hearted murderer one moment and the next i feel like i made the right decision. Some moments i never want to get pregnant again but another part of me wants to actually try now instead of it being a big mistake surprise... WHAT DO I DO I FEEL LIKE I’M LOSING MY MIND! 😭