I went to the ER lastnight because I had spotting when I wiped. While there I was told there was no heartbeat and the baby was measuring 8 weeks. I should have been 12 weeks. Not believing it I made an appointment with my OB today and she confirmed my worst fears. I am lost. We had an ultrasound around 8 1/2 weeks and the baby looked great! Was growing well and had a heartbeat. This is my second MC. I suffered a MC last December. I'm choosing to have a D&C tomorrow. I let nature take its course last time and I just can't bleed 42 days again. I can't be reminded of my loss everytime I go to the bathroom. I have a perfect 4 year old so I know I am blessed, I just feel broken, like I did something wrong, like my body is turning against me. Please think of me or if you are the praying type prayers are welcomed!