Hey, I'm Caraline, I'm 22 years old, (my bf is 21) currently just got out of an abusive 7 year relationship (May 2013-December January 2019) and am now in a relationship with the most amazing person in the world, so sweet and gentle and just perfect! We've only been together for about 2-3 months, and I'm pretty sure I'm pregnant.. I am also a recovering addict, which is probably why this happened so quickly... I am definitly not ready to bring a child into this world, I don't have any resources to give myself a good life right now, especially not a child. I need to focus on my addiction recovery and my mental health right now... BUT I ALREADY HAD AN ABORTION (April 26, 2012) when I was 15. If I were to get another abortion is there a possibility that I won't be able to have children in the future whenever I am stable and ready? Anything helps.. I'm so scared and stressed out right now, and my s/o (Christopher) truely is so wonderful but is also dealing with problems of his own right now. He would be an amazing daddy someday, but he isn't ready right now either. I'm scared if I have another abortion it will ruin my fertility. It was so emotionally draining before, but I know I am stronger now and can get through anything with him by my side.. But if for any reason I can't have children if I have another abortion what do I do? If that's they case then I definitely won't do it, but then what if I lose Christopher? I'd never want to put him in a bad situation like this, he's so sweet and innocent.. He's seriously everything I've ever dreamt of in a man.. I feel so stuck and so scared and I'm so emotional 😭 Someone please help me. Anything you know from personal experience, or any friends or families experiences, or if you're a nurse/dr/ect.. PLEASE ANYTHING HELPS!! THANK YOU IN ADVANCE!!

P.S The picture belown is Christopher and I 💙 He saved me.